Good things never last

  After the dreadful day of 13th of July 2009...I have started to understand life's moral...one by one...it started to come to me...At that day...I've learn is that no matter what happens in life..The Earth will still keep spinning....Life still goes on...

That was the first moral that I have learn and personally experienced...Then I have started noticing all the moral of life...The one thing you have to know about the moral of life is that you can never stick to one..You have to combine everything to learn how to live...They all came from different sources...Books...Friends..TV program...9GAG...Movies..Its a bit hard to remember all that I've learn at the same time...There is too many of them...

In these past few hours...There is one that came in to my mind..That is Good things Never Last

It came to me when I watch a movie, 500 days of Summer...but at that time I'm still didn't fully grasp the meaning of the moral...until I have re-watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons..then started to understand it...

I am currently doing the best I can as the situation let me....I'm in a deep hole..no idea what's happening and and what's going to happen...It is agony for me to do nothing while the race is still on going..

I have to accomplish my goal as soon as possible..because good things never last...

Those big, brown, googly eyes that you can be mesmerized by the shear beauty and innocence of it...
Her flawless hair...which is a very rare for a girl to able to pull it of....

Her cheerful nature....her live everyday like its your last attitude....

And that...that one in a million smile...a smile that able to clam raging seas..bring peace to hearts of many...

It might seems a bit selfish of me but...I want that...all of it...

I don't know how long will it last..before the harshness of life began to deform the perfection..
But even when the beauty and perfection fades..I'll still love her..but not as much....not as much....

The only thing I can do now...is nothing...beside yearning to be with her...all the time..

Now....I'm just a friend...

Waiting......